Tuesday, August 18, 2009 8/18/2009 04:23:00 PM
i love tiz precious gift tat god gave me...!!!i told her tat i am leaving e starfamily until my o levels...she didnt react at first.. bt aft short while she reacted.... bt not as wad other reacted... bt its okie... different ppl react differently...aft tat i came sch on mon... saw her n smiled tats all...couldnt hug her n stuff..... aiya...missed!! bt during recess her face was not good... dunt knw y....so i jst went to canteen witout her...!!!! den i msg her askin wat happen... she tld me e reason.. n she will msg me aft she top up...!! i jst kan see tat she is dam close wif shalini in sch as tat gal calls her mumi bak.. satya told me...!! itss gd.. bt i didnt expect dhini.. to go bak wid e person hu tok behind her bak lst tyme.....i n shiela got shocked.. bt also worried tat dhini wuld be bastard agn by tat shalini... cozz itss was all of sudden dey are close... i n shiela didn't want to say anitink cozz we dunt want to fight wif tizz lil gal hu we love alot.....aniwae aft we leave cdss she gona mixx wif all tizz ppl.. tat tyme we wunt be dere to stop her wat.. bt watever isit.. i want her to be happi.... n see e happi smile one face always!! hope she is not being bastard agn!!!hope shalini neva cheat her... i dunt have any rights to stp her frm mixin wif tat shalini cozz shanjay is close wid me... if i am gona stp dhini... it wuld be lyke i am self centred n selfish!!!!soo.. i am not gg to do anitink abt tiz... let dhini knw hu is e person wuld stand for her until e end!!!! cnf i kan promise n tell tat shalini wunt be dere for her until e end...!! bt let dhini face it herself.. cozz she is repeatin e same mistake agn n agn....!!! aft shazana now shalini!
i am not angry or jealous.. itss jst tat i am worried for my precious...=[=[ shiela is upset wiff dhini's change!!! msg also neva put e wrd mumi... kal also tok veri rudely...bt shiela dunt want to ask dhini cozz...shiela want dhini to be happi!!!
Dhini... jst a lil note to euu frm tizz starmumi...........
we all love euu alot.. bt i dunt knw y euu lyke to go into e wrg trap!!!nvm....be happi ma...
no matter watever happens i love euu always.. euu are always mua daughter n precious!!!!
jst be aware of ppl character n attitude yah!! all e best gal=] love euu ma!!!
take care yah...mauxxx..x.x buhbye bby=]
wif lots of love
stardolli3 mumi
8/18/2009 04:20:00 PM
PWINCESKY,
I miss euu alotz.z.z.
bt i kant kall euu n tok....for sm days as extra mum is stayin at mua houz...
aft she is gone i will kall euu da...
i am realli missing euu deeply=[=[=[
hp euu too....
i love euu billions!!!!!
take care yah darlin...
maux.x.x..x
with lots of love
stardolli3
8/18/2009 04:15:00 PM
I am damn sowie fwens!!
especially:
adelia
ilah sotong
aisyah
i am veri sowie for making url help me for e wrg thing.... sowie.e....
i wunt do tat animre yah.... wunt make urll involved....!!!
sowie adelia... i guess euu wuld be angry wid me.... bt i am realli sowie yah....forgive me!!!
ilah... sowie for troublin euu alot.....cozz of me mua mum muzz kall euu.sowie....
aisyah sowie.. n tnxx too yah!!!
sowie three of dem.... wunt repeat mua mistakes yah....
adelia tnxx for advising me yah.. will listen to euu!!!
thank you n i am sowie... tooooo..=]=]
buhbye=]
8/18/2009 04:07:00 PM
shitey shitey!!!!
wat kind of lyfe yah witout dem!!!
aniwae itss mua bloody fault which made mua mum to control me lyke tizz...
bt tizz is jst for 3 mths until mua o levelss... after tat i kan be bak togther wid dem...=]=]
sowie.. jover,shiela n shanjay for makin euu guyss cry cozz of me n stuff.... sowie..
dunt wri i will be bak wid euu guyss sn okie...!!! dayss wuld flew fast yah!!!
bt i am also sad tat mua deareast didn't bother at all.. aniwae nvm..!!! all e best to euu.. be happi.
u have a found a new person in ur lyfe to share everitink....so be happi yah!!! take care=]
aniwae.. i am here missing euu n i love euu billions no matter wad happens!!!
stardolli3 is hurt n also happi.. wid wat mua mum had done.... dere are postive n negative points.
aniwae.. nvm... i will STUDY HARD N PROVE TO MUA MUM tat i kan do it!!!!
i will make HER HAPPI!!!!
mumi:i love euu alot,dunt worri i will make uu proud mumi....i am sowie for hurtin ur feelings!!
Monday, August 3, 2009 8/03/2009 10:17:00 AM
y mSt TiZz HaPpEn tO Us????
We ArE JsT lYkE OtHeRZ wAt.....
BRUDD3R N SISTA ONLI WAT!!!!!!
y mst their mind be corrupted da???
i jst dunt understand dem lah....
H-U-R-T-I-N-G lah.... aiyooooo aiyooooo!!!!!
y mst dey be jealous wen euu are close wid me??
Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y ????
wahhhhhhhh sort lah....
i cry,..... u cry.... wat mre dey want da???
its euu are e want close to me, nt i ask euu to be close wid me wat.. n i neva SNATCH u frm
yuwan.. itss u urself leave hyme n cum wid me.... itz nt MUA FAULT LAHH!!!!
Y MST JOVER HURT ME LYKE TAT????
aiyoooo feell lyke dyin la..... bt seriously ashamed la.. even mua classmates neva tink lyke tat..
bt mua brudderZ are corrupted.... cozz dey are JEALOUS.... TATS ALL!!!!!
NO MATTER wad i wunt leave euu alone shanjay brudder.....!!! dunt wri n dunt cry okie!!!
u are always loved by tizzz stardolli3 n ilah okie....!!!
i knw euu trust me mre den ur mum.. bt i am sowie if yst i have hurt euu.... i have no choice bt to
ask euu tat stupid question cozz jover hurt me... i am sowie.... bro=[=[
i m nt gona bother abt wad ppl say abt us... i knw tat i am ur sista.. n mua whole family knws euu
so i am nt gona give fuck abt wat others say.... sooo.. dunt wri okie....=[=[
love euu brudder shanjay.... sowie for makin euu cry toooooo=[[
i always mua joverboi toooooo!!!!!
STARDOLLI3 ALWAYS LOVE HER STARFAMILY!!!
8/03/2009 09:40:00 AM
jOvErBoI i loVe eUu LyKe mAd lAh....y Euu dUiNg TiZ To mE Brudd3r???
I haVe Nt hURt Euu At Bt y U huRT Me??
UU loVe To mAkE Me cRy IsIt???
WAtVeR EuU SaY I JsT sHuT mUa mOuTh!!!
CoZz i lOvE EuU.. Bt UU rEaLi huTiN Me
LyKe NobOdY BuSiNeSs......!!!
H-U-R-T-I-N-G lahhhhhh!!!!
JoVeRbOi plZZzZ LaHhHh.....=[=[
eNuFF OF HuRtIn ME LAh.....
i Am StReSS LaHhhHh...eufFF Is eNuFF okiE!!
lovE EuU JoVeRbOi.....
8/03/2009 09:03:00 AM
I JST DUNT UNDERSTAND
y mst tizz happen to me sial???
y mst dey treat tiz way??
i jst dunt get it....wahhhhhhhh sort=[=[
i am realli hurt by mua darlin jover boi=[=[
i thought onli he wunt speak to me lyke tat bt he also suspect me=[=[
i realli dunt get it wat is e fucking prob here?????
m3 n shanjay are jst SISTA N BRUDDER!!!!!!!!
bt i dunt knw y jover n yuwan all ting wrgly!!!!!!!!
i neva romance wif shanjay,4 dem to tink wrgly wat..den wat e hell sial!!!!!!!
dey say he is wid me e whole day,,bt i am not a sec 3 student to be in his class... or neither he
neva follow me to toilet n stuff wat...recess tyme i am wid e starfamily,ft sch also wid starfamily..
soooooo i am not alone wid shanjay sitting dwn wat..den y mst dey tok lyke tat or suspect smt
is damn stupid sial!!! waaahhh sort... e way jover tok to me soo hurting...
he call MISS SHANJAY!!!! he say i am KEEPIN hyme!!! he also say tat he is mua LOVE!!!!
WAT E FUCK SIAL???
wat did i do... itzz shanjay is e want close to me suddenely...nt i ask hyme to be close wid me wat
even mua parents knw hyme n his mum knws me... wats wrg sial.. wen shanjay go out wid me
bth our parents knw...!!!!
i realli dunt understand.... jover is jealous.... n yuwan is also jealous.....!!!!!
yuwan wat kan i do wen shanjay want to be close wid me den wid euu.. its his problem....
wat euu gona get by showin me face huh....?? itss nt mua bloody FAULT OKIE!!!!
damn H-U-R-T-I-N-G LAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH=[=[=[
jover i realli neva expect euu to tok to me lyke tat lst nyte... i kant even slip.. all e way crying!!!
e want i love mst in all brudderzz is euu.. bt even euu tink abt me wrgly....aiya....=[=[
i dunt have a prostitute face or i am nt a cheap gal to go wid a boi hu is younger den me 2 YEARZ
nw i neva even goo sch.. n i am sittin sadly n typin tizzz=[=[
even tizz mrnin euu hurt me jover... i neva go sch.. i tld euu yst nyte.. bt wat kan i do if shanjay
also neva cum sch sial.. he tld me tat he will goooo..bt euu tell me he neva cumm.. soo its nt mua
fuckin problem okie....he dunt wanna cum itzz his wish.... itss nt cozz i neva go sch okie..!!!!!
even mua best fwen ilah n alas brudder neva suspect me lyke tat..bt euu ppl did...
so ashamed of urll lah....say onli brudderzz.. bt neva value it yah=[=[
i also dunt knw la watss is happenin n wats gona happen?????
i feel lyke dyin sial...i onli got ant 2 wks mre for mua prelims... bt i am facin all tizz shit!!!
jst coz of JEALOUSY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so embrassin lah.... jover!!!!
ilah i am reali hurt... y all tizz mst happen to me???
wad crime did i commit?? he is onli mua brudder... even our parents knw lah...
y ilah.... ur bond iis realli hurt bt i dunt knw wat to do...u understand me bt dey neva yah=[
dunt knww lah...
arghhhhhh....
S-T-R-E-S--S--SS--SSS!!! OMG!!
FUCKED UP LYFE LA!!!
